I'm not sure what all I know anymore. [because people tell me things ooc prior to making pcs waves hands.] I've heard a lot of different things about last week, and I talked to Shima last night about what he did and he told me a few things.
I do, too. And if what he said was true, that means this is going to keep happening to people. So...we need to try and understand why. I was going to as my leader more about it.
I don't know what splintering or nova is, though. I've dealt with people who are being possessed before. And I - there are times when I have lost control over myself and become dangerous as well. [Yikes.] But if it's something like that, I don't know how to prevent it.
Hard to believe you could be dangerous, but anybody can be if their powers go out of their hands. [first and foremost.] ...I wonder if there's anything about our experiences that can help.
I know, sometimes, if a person loses a piece of themselves they just have to catch it to put it back together. But if we're not catching pieces fast enough maybe that's causing the splintering.
[Haha. Yeah, hard to believe he could be dangerous.]
If I learn more about the nova and splintering, I'm sure I can understand how to fix it. The Realm, too. If I can understand it, and if I can get my powers to work again, I'm sure that I could fix it.
[Shock! This is news! Sora seems like he has a good personality, though?]
. . . Not about splintering, but I've been trying to ask about the Realm, and how to fix it. I'm not sure my leader believes I'll be able to help very much, though.
The Realm. . . can't really understand things, the way I want it to. I thought maybe the answer would instead be the leader telling us to do these things, but. . .
I wonder if it's just that they don't remember how it works. Like maybe they did before they lost everything, and now they have to relearn just like we do.
I think so. I believe it. [and that's all they can do.] We just have to keep asking. Maybe we can't help right now, but that doesn't mean we can't help in the future when more things make sense.
Besides, if we keep getting items and stuff when we collect nova that has to mean they want our help somehow doesn't it? [them. the realm. whomever.]
It's not. But they keep being all "we're here to help you" and "we can take care of ourselves" and it's like...I believe them, and I believe they could do it themselves but they have to let us help eventually.
Unless they have rules that says they can't accept our help..?
Yeah... [that's nice to hear, but he seems a little sheepish thinking about being reliable. it's true, he wants to be, but...you know. thinking about the rules is safer.]
I think it's possible. We know our rules change each week. So what if theirs do, too?
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[Making his mind up on that.]
Do you know, also?
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[And then. . . all of this drama happened.]
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Do you believe him when he said he was helping?
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I believe him.
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I can't be angry at the people who made these decisions, but there has to be a better way to help them than this.
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[he hums.] ...you work with ghosts, don't you? Is there anything you think might work?
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[He frowns a little.]
I don't know what splintering or nova is, though. I've dealt with people who are being possessed before. And I - there are times when I have lost control over myself and become dangerous as well. [Yikes.] But if it's something like that, I don't know how to prevent it.
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Hard to believe you could be dangerous, but anybody can be if their powers go out of their hands. [first and foremost.] ...I wonder if there's anything about our experiences that can help.
I know, sometimes, if a person loses a piece of themselves they just have to catch it to put it back together. But if we're not catching pieces fast enough maybe that's causing the splintering.
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If I learn more about the nova and splintering, I'm sure I can understand how to fix it. The Realm, too. If I can understand it, and if I can get my powers to work again, I'm sure that I could fix it.
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[which sucks. he sighs to himself though.] Before today, did you get a chance to ask your leader about this sort of thing?
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[Shock! This is news! Sora seems like he has a good personality, though?]
. . . Not about splintering, but I've been trying to ask about the Realm, and how to fix it. I'm not sure my leader believes I'll be able to help very much, though.
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Did I not tell you about that? [haha oops. oh well.]
I've been asking the same. What has yours said? Maybe we're getting different answers and together we can make a good one.
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It seems sometimes like it's hard for them to explain how it works.
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Sometimes, it's also hard to explain to people who can't see what you can see. But they're trying, right?
I just wish I knew how to help.
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Besides, if we keep getting items and stuff when we collect nova that has to mean they want our help somehow doesn't it? [them. the realm. whomever.]
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[But he's not sure he can.]
It isn't fair that it all has to be their responsibility.
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Unless they have rules that says they can't accept our help..?
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[He feels a little bit better that it's not just him, but Sora, too?]
Maybe it is a rule.
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I think it's possible. We know our rules change each week. So what if theirs do, too?