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Shigeo "Mob" "CEO of Antifa" Kageyama ([personal profile] exercisms) wrote2020-11-21 09:47 pm
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[personal profile] stillnot 2020-11-22 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
... For the record, my plan was to convince everyone I was framing you. And frame myself.

[ she wasn't really as cool with 'kill two people from her team in one go' as she... had to be, anyway, in the end. ]
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[personal profile] antaressnipe 2020-11-22 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
-- But. why?

[This is not what he expected to hear]
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[personal profile] stillnot 2020-11-22 06:09 am (UTC)(link)
I already did everything I could with my role. And if I believed that we were getting everyone back, it wouldn't be that big a deal.

[ ... a little quieter: ]

It's not like I wanted my group to get killed. I've had enough of being left behind when people die.
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[personal profile] antaressnipe 2020-11-22 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
... No, I understand.

[A quiet sigh]

I am well accustomed to being the one who leaves behind students and family -- it is part of the reason why I volunteered. But many reminded me over these past few weeks of what becomes of those left behind, and why it is not a decision I can ever make lightly.

[...]

I would not have wanted you to die in my place, but... I appreciate that you thought of me -- of us -- anyway.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2020-11-22 06:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ she nods... and looks away. ]

Well. Words are cheap.

[ it didn't happen, so she can't take too much credit or praise for it. just for having the idea. ]
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[personal profile] antaressnipe 2020-11-22 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid I disagree. When they are heartfelt, and carefully offered, I find them to be quite powerful.

[Maybe if they weren't stuck in a terrible numbers game where sacrifices had to be made... but it is what it is, and Chiron will still offer her a happy smile]

So even if you don't find yourself to be deserving of such, I still thank you for keeping me in mind.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2020-11-22 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... heh. well. ]

... You're welcome. I guess.